Go Away

Go
Do your thing
That you call life

Whenever you cannot fall
On your own because you
Are ready to fall apart

Swim through someone else life
Stare down to what you like

Send a message, open your eyes
Leave a piece of the puzzle, for someone else

What happened to my heart
Delayed by pain
And consumed my life

Staring through a tunnel
Everyone watching
except for me

Nobody knows, what I have been
I have feet, and I have seen
I have walked and stood

Swimming in the ashes of my life
with no real reason
to change some things
but I want to

Budweiser

Hi there.
Have you been there long?
I see
what's it like?
Seeing me
You see,
what I see?
Probably not
Please tell me,
what you think

I drink
not much
couple beers
here and there
maybe a six
eight
ten
twelve
I can't count
when I'm drunk

Help me up
I can't see
where to aim
Dammit
All wet now
Fuck it
It dries out

Aluminum cans,
much better now.
Used to be glass,
fewer injuries now,
happy neighbors too

Can't sleep
you see
caffeine kills sleep,
beer kills caffeine,
endless cycle.
Early wake-up
drink quicker

Damn
need to pass out
good night
lock the door
on your way out